the story of
Élucider dujardin
the one who goes beyond reality.
As Élucider was watching and saw the world move before his eyes, wondering; where is that light coming from? Strange sounds appeared from all around. Clouds in my eyes where drifting as far as I could see, suddenly images appeared and as I focused, mountains rising till the top of the sky, trees where growing, flowers where popping up, grass and bushes came to life. Strange sounds became louder and louder, suddenly a blue object flew over my head;
And then I saw all kinds of birds: green, yellow, blue, purple, orange, brown, and pink ones, an ocean of colours flying in the sky. The next appeared in front of me till I was ready to face it and to take the first steps into my creation. The steps Élucider took where covered in blood, while screaming of pain wondering: why it hurts walking, I don't want to feel the pain Élucider cried! The pain continued, but I could not stop walking, the pain was unbearable and still not giving up walking.
Tears run down Éluciders face, flooding down, creating an ocean so big that it surrounded the mountains. I stopped and the pain went away. I could be standing still for the rest of my life. When Élucider started to walk again the pain appeared again and as longer it took how unbearable it became - it drained all the energy from him - what could I do to stop this pain and continuing my walk in my creation of life, how can I make the pain bearable. I cannot walk on my hands, then my world would be upside down, crawling will take to long, there is no solution I should bare the pain and leaf a trail for my next ones.
Élucider started walking again, but after realizing that I didn’t see anything anymore or noticed anything, I was too focused on the blood and pain which became a red river. This was no option, how to be involved in life but not feel anything, real life is full of pain and if this is my trail of fate I will not ever walk again, I will cocoon myself and never see the light of day anymore. How fulfilling and peaceful this decision was. It was not likely that it was the right one, but…... After choosing this path, there was still one obstacle Élucider had to overcome; how would I tell the rest of the world or in my case `life`.
Given that Élucider would not come out and stay inside, everyone would suffer the consequence of my decision also, but thinking of what kind of relief my decision would make. Everyone would agree with Éluciders choice, this choice is something to disagree about or think something about it. Élucider started walking again without feeling any pain or leaving a trail of blood. I fell asleep and woke up in this alternate universe where emotions and feelings where the right opposite from my own world. Élucider opened his eyes and saw the rising of mountains, flowers , trees, bushes, grass all over again, I hesitated to start walking, knowing what it felt like before, with precise and calculated steps I moved forward and within a sigh of relief there was no pain, nor leaving behind a trail of blood.
Élucider dujardin
the one who goes beyond reality.
As Élucider was watching and saw the world move before his eyes, wondering; where is that light coming from? Strange sounds appeared from all around. Clouds in my eyes where drifting as far as I could see, suddenly images appeared and as I focused, mountains rising till the top of the sky, trees where growing, flowers where popping up, grass and bushes came to life. Strange sounds became louder and louder, suddenly a blue object flew over my head;
And then I saw all kinds of birds: green, yellow, blue, purple, orange, brown, and pink ones, an ocean of colours flying in the sky. The next appeared in front of me till I was ready to face it and to take the first steps into my creation. The steps Élucider took where covered in blood, while screaming of pain wondering: why it hurts walking, I don't want to feel the pain Élucider cried! The pain continued, but I could not stop walking, the pain was unbearable and still not giving up walking.
Tears run down Éluciders face, flooding down, creating an ocean so big that it surrounded the mountains. I stopped and the pain went away. I could be standing still for the rest of my life. When Élucider started to walk again the pain appeared again and as longer it took how unbearable it became - it drained all the energy from him - what could I do to stop this pain and continuing my walk in my creation of life, how can I make the pain bearable. I cannot walk on my hands, then my world would be upside down, crawling will take to long, there is no solution I should bare the pain and leaf a trail for my next ones.
Élucider started walking again, but after realizing that I didn’t see anything anymore or noticed anything, I was too focused on the blood and pain which became a red river. This was no option, how to be involved in life but not feel anything, real life is full of pain and if this is my trail of fate I will not ever walk again, I will cocoon myself and never see the light of day anymore. How fulfilling and peaceful this decision was. It was not likely that it was the right one, but…... After choosing this path, there was still one obstacle Élucider had to overcome; how would I tell the rest of the world or in my case `life`.
Given that Élucider would not come out and stay inside, everyone would suffer the consequence of my decision also, but thinking of what kind of relief my decision would make. Everyone would agree with Éluciders choice, this choice is something to disagree about or think something about it. Élucider started walking again without feeling any pain or leaving a trail of blood. I fell asleep and woke up in this alternate universe where emotions and feelings where the right opposite from my own world. Élucider opened his eyes and saw the rising of mountains, flowers , trees, bushes, grass all over again, I hesitated to start walking, knowing what it felt like before, with precise and calculated steps I moved forward and within a sigh of relief there was no pain, nor leaving behind a trail of blood.
